Swirling Emotions

It is easy to wallow in the shadows and to dwell on pain. Dig deep and find the strength to walk past the darkness and resentment. Within these pages, you will discover that there is hope for letting go and recovering from abuse, loss, grief, and heartbreak. There is hope for brighter days and new…

ചുവപ്പ്

ചിലപ്പോഴെങ്കിലും നിൻ്റെ ഓർമ്മകൾഎന്നെ തിരയാറുണ്ടോ? മഴ പെയ്യുന്ന രാത്രികളിൽഅരിച്ചിറങ്ങുന്ന തണുപ്പിനോടൊപ്പംഎൻ്റെ ഓർമ്മകളും നിന്നെ വേട്ടയാടാറുണ്ടോ? എൻ്റെ ശരീരത്തിൽ ആഴ്ന്നിറങ്ങിയ നിൻ്റെ നഖങ്ങൾക്കടിയിൽ ഇപ്പോഴും എൻ്റെ നനുത്ത മാംസപേശികൾ അള്ളിപിടിച്ചിരിക്കുന്നുണ്ടോ? അവ ഇപ്പോഴും നിന്നോട് അല്പം ദയ യാചിച്ചു കേഴുന്നുണ്ടോ? ഇഴയറ്റുപോയ എൻ്റെയുടയാടകൾ നിൻ്റെ കരവലയങ്ങളിൽ ഇന്നും പിടയുന്നുണ്ടോ? ആ രാത്രി ഇന്നും എന്നെ വേട്ടയാടുന്നത് നീ അറിയുന്നുണ്ടോ? എൻ്റെ മുടിയിഴകൾ ഇന്നും നിൻ്റെ കൈകളിൽ ചുറ്റിപ്പിണഞ്ഞു കിടക്കുന്നുണ്ടോ? നീയെനിക്ക് ആരായിരുന്നുവെന്ന ചോദ്യം നിൻ്റെ ചിന്തകളിൽ എന്നെങ്കിലും കടന്ന്…

Énouement

The bitter sweetness of having arrived here in the future, where you can finally get the answers to how things turn out in the real world—who your baby sister would become, what your friends would end up doing, where your choices would lead you, exactly when you’d lose the people you took for granted—which is…

For the One Who is Still Living in the Past

Living in the past- For some, it’s a part of their healing process, and for some others, it’s a chronic illness. But the fact is, that in both cases, it is not gonna ease you completely too soon. It takes time to forget…not to forget, to sedate those past moments. Maybe your past is really…

Dealing with Rejection and the Accompanying Dejection

As I check my email for the umpteenth time for mails from recruiters, I feel my heart beating faster. I see there are seven recruiters who have “shown interest in my profile”. Sadly, none of the seven have called me yet. The speed at which my heart was beating a while ago, has lessened considerably,…

How To Build An Awesome Lifestyle You’ve Always Wanted

Lifestyle is a broad term that encompasses how one lives, what they eat, who they interact with, and what their activities are. You cannot classify lifestyle into one thing. It’s an attitude of living that includes and affects every single detail of your life. With the constant changes in our life, there is always one…

Aaya Na Tu- Arjun & Momina

‘Aaya Na Tu’ is a song written by Kunaal Vermaa and composed by Arjun Kanungo- India’s well known singer, composer, and producer. Arjun has also lent his voice to this song in collaboration with Momina Mustehsan- a Pakistani singer, songwriter, musician, and social activist. The song was released in June 2018. Aaya Na Tu is…

Klexos

Your life is written in indelible ink. There’s no going back to erase the past, tweak your mistakes, or fill in missed opportunities. When the moment’s over, your fate is sealed. But if look closer, you notice the ink never really dries on any of our experiences. They can change their meaning the longer you…

Anemoia

Imagine stepping through the frame into a sepia-tinted haze, where you could sit on the side of the road and watch the locals passing by. Who lived and died before any of us arrived here, who sleep in some of the same houses we do, who look up at the same moon, who breathe the…

Loving Lies

Loving lies that love lies.. Knowing and understanding, the past can’t be undone; lies get you down, making you want to drown in sorrow and in heartache, until you undo your mistake. A mistake which can be reversed, so life you must traverse, to find your truth and your future, to be the best version…

Broken Ones

Who fixes broken people? Is it only other broken people, ones who’ve already been ruined? And do we need to be fixed? It was the messiness and hurt in our pasts that drove us, and that same hurt connected us at a subdermal level, the kind of scars written so deeply in your cells that…

Keta

An image that inexplicably leaps back into your mind from the distant past. Coined in 2012 by John Koenig in The Dictionary of Obscure Sorrows, a project, to create a compendium of invented words for every emotion we might all experience but don’t yet have a word for. Wanna be a wordmate? Connect with us and transform your…

Occhiolism

The awareness of the smallness of your perspective, by which you couldn’t possibly draw any meaningful conclusions at all, about the world or the past or the complexities of culture. Although your life is an epic and unrepeatable anecdote, it still only has a sample size of one, and may end up being the control…

Invisible String

Why do you stop, when you want to reach the top? Are you scared because there is no light? But you have to move, even if nothing seems right. Yes, you want to win, but realize life’s failure is a thing. You think there is a lot at stake, but what new can the world…