Ambiguity

I surrender, I raise my hands.
It is difficult to understand,
and you are not making things easier either,
as you cease to answer.

So suddenly,
so confusingly;
if you were so eager to disappear,
why did you once at all appear?

If not here to stay,
why did you make my heart beat faster,
encouraging me to say
whatever I wanted to say?

Whatever it was that disappointed you,
it’s all right you vanished,
but why ever an answer has not been sent?
Whatever this meant..

ALEXANDER POPOV