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  • A recurring thought that only seems to strike you late at night—an overdue task, a nagging guilt, a looming and shapeless future—that circles high overhead during the day, that pecks at the back of your mind while you try to sleep, that you can successfully ignore for weeks, only to feel its presence hovering outside the window, waiting for you to finish your coffee, passing the time by quietly building a nest.

  • Coined in 2012 by John Koenig in The Dictionary of Obscure Sorrows, a project, to create a compendium of invented words for every emotion we might all experience but don’t yet have a word for.
GREG RAKOZY CARLOS
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  1. ON FATEFUL AND 3DLIFEPATHS

    ◇ – Diamond Hard – ◇

    …in The Context of Linear Time…there is:

    ♤ No Chance
    ♤ No Randomness
    ♤ No Coincidence

    …in The Context of Our Active Associations and Relationships…others ARE in Our 3DLives for:

    ♡ A Reason
    ♡ A Season
    ♡ A LifeTime

    …ergo Concentric Circles Beginning with The Inner Circle where Our Family ARE The Permanent Residents and a Dot that is SHE!!! Who Must Be Obeyed while I Ignore HER!!! until SHE!!! Gets HER!!! Head Straight plus ALL The Others that Come and Go in My 3DLife…there is Only:

    ◇ Our Choices
    ◇ Our Decisions
    ◇ Our InDecision

    …ergo, there is No Fate; it’s Crystal Clear Clarity that We Co-Create Our Fate…

    nisi mortuus nec neque nolite vicit

    ◇ – Diamond Hard – ◇

    …◇◇◇…

    ON 3 STAGES OF 3DEVOLUTION IN A SINGLE 3DLIFETIME

    ◇ – Diamond Hard – ◇

    ♤ 1. 3D Conditioning and Integration; a Physical Maturation where We ARE ASleep, Ignorant, InAttentive as We Learn Our Physiological Sensations and ARE Psychologically, Physically Attacked and Abused by Our Parents and Other Primary CareGivers then Propagate Such Assaulting Behaviours from Generation-To-Generation then Die Grumpy, Bitter, Twisted and Old
    ♡ 2. 3D+ Active Listening; an Energetic Development and Growth Period where We ARE Awake, Aware, Alert and We Peacefully Defend OurSelves as We Separate from Integration and CHOOSE!!! a Peaceful Death or Ascend and Stay
    ◇ 3. 3D+4D+5DState; where We ARE Ascended and Decide to Stay in 3D Assisting Others Ascend by Setting Our Boundaries or Return to Pure Bliss by Giving Up Our Meat Sacks, aka Our Bodies, by Dying Voluntarily

    …it’s Crystal Clear Clarity that We Vacillate, Wander (or is that Wonder 🤔 ?) CONFUSED!!! Going Back and Forth, Amongst These Three Stages until, eventually, Reaching a Point of No Return as We Immerse WithOut ReIntegrating; as We Accept Immortality and Rude Health while Remaining Here To Help…

    nisi mortuus nec neque nolite vicit

    ◇ – Diamond Hard – ◇

    …◇◇◇…

    ON SWEARING AND CURSING

    ♤ ‘Intelligent’ People Claim that to Curse and Swear is a Sign of Ignorance; how Fucking Dumb is that EveryOne as Swear and Curse Words ARE The Most UnAmbiguous Forms of Our Emotional Communication Coming Straight from Our Honest Hearts…it’s Crystal Clear Clarity that those Fucking Hypocrites Swear and Curse Much More than Any of Us Do; so I CHOOSE!!! to Avoid Those Intellectually Idiotic DumbCunts and I Suggest YOU!!! Do The Same as I Do 🤣😅😆😁😄😏 Not Like They Do 🤨😡🤬

    nisi mortuus nec neque nolite vicit

    …♤♤♤…

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